Farewell!

In a few hours, to be exact, 8hours. i will be on my way to board the plane. Singapore Airlines. :D If the hotel has free internet, then i'll update you via tweeter using some pictures and stuff for you to look at you. If my plane crashes, or whatsoever, if i die or anything, Jesus please take my soul to heaven. Roydon please look after my house. Thank You and Good Bye. Wish me Bon Voyage!

Thank You.

Well, this post is gonna be special, because of Thanksgiving. Somethings you may want to know about me, so maybe you would want to get away from me or continue to be my great friend. :D So awesome that i'm going Australia tomorrow! Maybe you would want to thank me for something? :B

Somethings that you may want to know about me:

#1. I love to bake cookies.

#2. I cannot cook, even rice.

#3. I will never fold my blanket when I get out of bed.

#4. My cupboard is the messiest you will ever see.

#5. I hate classical music.

#6. I don't like to follow the notes on the music score, I prefer to create my own.

#7. I'm super bad at science.

#8. I'm super good at math.

#9. I have a collection of soft toys.

#10. I love teddy bears.

#11. My favourite show is Phineas and Ferb.

#12. I wake up very early just to catch Shaun the Sheep.

#13. I hate Justin Bieber.

#14. I hate bathing.

#15. I don't comb my hair, unless it's super tangled.

#16. I can throw wrappers all around my room and won't even be bothered to throw it away.

#17. I want to migrate.

#18. I like money.

#19. I sleep with aircon on everyday.

#20. I don't wear bra at home.

#21. I don't believe in zodiacs.

#22. I'm a lazy person.

#23. I don't like the idea of people coming to my house because I've to clean up when they go home.

#24. I don't bother to tidy my house if people come.

#25. I flat iron my hair once a week.

#26. I'm afraid of the dark.

#27. I'm super scared of zombies.

#28. I like to sketch.

#29. I cannot paint.

#30. I'm allergic to super strong mint.

#31. I'm very good at lying.

#32. I'm very punctual.

#33. I can wait for something/someone at anywhere for hours.

#34. I hate arcades.

#35. I like to stalk models.

#36. I'm in love with Megan Fox.

#37. I believe in fairytales.

#38. I am superstitious.

#39. I've always longed to play the violin.

#40. I love snow.

#41. I'm gay.

#42. I wear socks at home.

#43. I love Christmas.

#44. My weakness is Jealousy.

#45. I brush my teeth at least thrice a day.

#46. I love to eat steak.

#47. I actually wear specs.

#48. I cannot run for a long time.

#49. I wish to travel the world.

#50. I don't do revenge.




 Who knew right? Happy Thanksgiving. I'm flying tomorrow and I'm really happy. Just what I really need. Ok, so what show should I put up? I'm in the season mood now! And you know, when i fly to australia, it's gonna be summer! and the hottest temperature there is 25 degrees Celsius. It's literally the coldest temperature in Singapore! So if the summer is like that there, then Singapore must be burning hell. D:


I want to thank everyone for everything! Good or bad, it's okay, I forgive you, I appreciate you. Thank Jesus for everything too. Thank my parents for me. Thank my brother for comforting me when I cry and for following me to go toilet in the night. Thanks to Roydon for being there when I need someone most and for everything he has done for/with me. Thank you Reuben for sharing with me the latest model news especially Karlie Kloss! Thanks for my breakups so I can finally, like finally concentrate on my olevel. Thanks to the world for giving me a place in it. Ok, that's all bye! thankyou turkeys! OHYA AND THANKYOU JOANNE FOR SHOWING YOUR TRUE COLOURS SO ROYDON AND I WON'T BE BLIND ANYMORE.

Cruising.

Shit this! I am officially travel sick. angmokio>rafflesplace>angmokio>cityhall>habourfront>serangoon>tanjongpagar>chinatown>angmokio.
ok so went to work (roydon shsshshhshh, thanks!) then after work went to angmokio to buy a puma jacket for my holiday trip~

went to cityhall to meet edward to jalan jalan, wait for his friend pang gang. then went down to vivo to meet reuben to jalan jalan also. very long never go to vivo ready! then reuben told me what joanna said about roydon and i behind our backs. . . so this message is to Joanna Solomon:

Joanna, i'm gonna say this is a sophisticated way, because i will not lower my standards for you anymore. It's time you know that Roydon and I are just being nice, the fact that we don't like fat people. Blimp and bovine you are, cadaverous you will never be. Your atramentous tone is an abomination to one's eyes. That atrocious stench your body induces can never be compared to that of a mastodon's dung. Your disposition techniques to refine your beefcake, as ridiculous as it sounds, actually backfires. Instead, it fabricates an appalling exhibit of your subsided acumen. Not being racist or anything, but to give you some information on yourself. You're a bitch, an ugly one.

there, said it. ok so after that, went to nex at serangoon to walk pass yunxin's shop. hahahaha! then, went to tanjong pagar to go to reuben mother's shop. Then went to chinatown to have dinner. and then came home! waaaaaaa, mad tired. OK NOW I'M GONNA TELL YOU THE CRAZY THINGS I DID TODAY!

#1. I thought Australia was below Africa.

#2. I called Qing Dynasty empresses and concubines ugly. seriously, they're fat and ugly. the emperor must be blind.

#3. I kept poking eyes of pictures of parrots.

#4. I said I want flat boobs. 

#5. I said I hate the cat below my block.

#6. I tahaned a fart in the train cabin.

#7. Broke the hanger while holding a chanel dress.

#8. Went to popular to buy an 80cents notebook.

#9. Told someone my real age and they were like OMG.

#10. Dress like an adult, don't know how many people i've lied to. 

#11. Put sea salt on my hands.

#12. Ate 4 meals.

ok, that's enough la hor? i'm sure you don't wanna know more. hahahahaha! bye!

I'm livin' on the edge of the law.

If you love me, we can marry on the west coast. On a Wednesday, en el verano, en agosto. I will fight for, I have fought for, how I love you. I have cried for, I will die for, how I care. In the mountains, las campanas estan sonando. Go and hear Americano by Lady Gaga, even though it's a gay song, it's catchy, or if you're sexually addictive, you might have orgasms even by listening to this song. O: I'm just sayin' hahahahaha! don't listen to my nonsense.

not gonna talk about my day, it was boring. yea, there it is, boring. mum had a very high fever. O: daddy's not home yet. ok, shall blog about One Direction?

Niall Horan

reminds me of: a baby.


Zayn Malik

reminds me of: dark version of harry potter.


Harry Styles

reminds me of: Jake T Austin. (I think they look so alike!)


Louis Tomlinson

reminds me of: Karlie kloss (they look like siblings.)


Liam Payne

reminds me of: jeremy from phineas and ferb

i don't know why, but when i see liam, i see jeremy. LOL.

k bye!

Dreams.

today i drew pertty much many things, chuck bass, spongebob and his pineapple, danny phantom and sam, dora and diego and their stupid monkey, jimmy neutron and cindy vortex, tom and jerry, phineas and ferb, yugioh guy (i kinda saw my brother playing with yugioh cards so i just drew them, ha!), blossom and bubbles and buttercup! i will upload the drawings on facebook tomorrow!

so anyway, today went to church, went for defynation, woke up at 7.15am, had mac breakfast, fat. yesterday i also ate mac breakfast. . . then daddy drove john and i to church. so defynation, we did a skit. vicki and my brother 'acted'. then went for service, it was worship session, so they removes all the chairs, and everyone was standing and jumping and singing. . hahaha, sounds retarded but yea. then, then came home and packed my room.

threw away many shits. momma is sick. ): i can't believe in one week's time. . . :) GOOD DAY AND BYE.

Americano

i can't help it ok, my appetite is like, huge. that's why i'm fat. ): kept playing with touchbaby today. woke up and used comp, downloaded songs and stuff. then headed to yck, and then went amk central to shape my brows. then went to watch puss in boots again with my brother and mum. AND, TODAY IS MY BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Then went to have dinner with the whole family plus one angmoh from germany, my father's worker. :P And now i'm feeling as full as ever!

ok, next subject. i've come to terms with my future, i'm gonna migrate to upper east side! and buy a limo, and buy a kitten or a puppy. i know i'll probably stay gay for the rest of my life. me no like boys. hahaha! unless you give me a hot angmoh guy, i'll pretty much stick with megan fox's picture on my wall and have crazy imaginative sexual desires with the goddess. ok, enough about that shit. im gonna go download the song in puss in boots, i think it's lady gaga song? you should go listen, from the voice i pretty much know that it's from gaga. :P AMERICANO, people say it's a gay song. WHO CARES, I'M GAY ANYWAY.

Hit The Lights.

hit the lights! that song is stuck in my head. anyway today went to granny's house for lunch and then out with roydon and john once again to orchard. went h&m and tried on new clothes, for fun. we felt like ugly models. LOL. roydon best, tried a jacket that was $549. then we went cineleisure, ate burger king. fat i tell you! eat eat eat! then wanted to watch movie one but like no movie to watch. . . roydon wanted to go arcade to, aiya.

then we went to ion after the rain stopped. and shopped there at a jap shop. so cool, they played christmas songs, and i was singing to every song i heard. i love when christmas comes because most of the shops i go in i know all the songs they play! i feel so wise? hahaha! then we went to many many places and then decided to disturb yunxin at her shop. but in the end just walked past her shop and said hi, and then saw rachel and she was like, ''eh! got free bread at breadtalk! go take.'' hahaha!

then, went to buy my itouch and went home. phew. and i'm like at home playing with the touchy. (sounds weird but it's as weird as it sounds.) ok, that makes no sense. so, i know you're all waiting for me to get attached, but sorry peeps, i think i will just stay like this, get education, get a career in my dream country, buy a puppy, buy a car, buy a cozy apartment and live there. then i'll just travel the world. :) goodnight! it's john john's birthday tomorrow !

Raise your glass.

hello, hello, ola! ok, uploaded pictures onto facebook. but today's pictures i don't know why cannot upload shall try again tomorrow. brought granny out yesterday, and my whole body hurts. today, went karaoke with roydon and john. sang until my voice pain. then went to bishan library to borrow books and then we all went next to go to yunxin's shop. ahaha, so funny. then went to roydon sister's concert. this holidays are like really fun because i finally get to go out with my best friend for like the whole of the holidays! woohoo! so happy!

so tired now, goodnight!

Run.

Let me tell you something, it's 16 November. Don't remind me, but it's still there in my memory. think i'll never forget this day, ever. sometimes i think i've gotten over it, but clearly i haven't. still deep down inside my heart, i feel a pinch. it's ridiculous, but it's real. sometimes i don't understand what the hell happened but i'll just have to accept whatever you said. because my conscience is clear. disintegrate the pain.

ok, but seriously, i was shattered. who cares now, it happened like one year ago? smile girl, smile. :) ok gonna bring granny out to town later! byebye!

Oh darling I wish you were here.

hello hello baby you called i can't hear a thing. oh so random. i love that show! didn't go to the gym today. i tell you my whole body is like as if got a hundred needles poking it. hello, my name is porcupine. muscles strain. today morning woke up to an empty house. everybody went out except me, it's ok, i'm always left out anyway. haha, but i'm the one who turned down my mum's offer to go to my brother's school carnival. ACS, all chia sai. :S So i should stop complaining. hahaha!


Watched Puss In Boots yesterday night and it was fucking hilarious, and when puss was a little kitten he was so cute! when he say 'meow', i was like, ''awwwwwwww''. and the humpty dumpty is a joke i swear, he called himself a food. LOL. Here are some quotes:

Humpty Dumpty: You know what they do to eggs in prison? I'll tell you this! It ain't over-easy.
Ohhh Cat: Ooooooooh.
Watch this part if you don't get it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOIKZTnJpQc&feature=related

Puss: Meow. (i swear when i watch this part it's like heaven!)
Watch this part: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwVBEnPRD10

Kitty Softpaws: That's alot of heel for a guy don't you think?

(When Puss suddenly smells someone in the room.)
Puss: I smell something, breakfasty.
Humpty Dumpty: It's been a long time brother.
hahaha, get it? because humpty dumpty is an egg!

Kitty Softpaws: You hit me in the head with a guitar!
Puss: You uh, uh are a woman? O_O

Puss: No! They are the same boots that I wore when you betrayed me! 
Humpty DumptY: Be...betrayed you? You left me cracked in pieces on a bridge, surrounded by soldiers! They even wrote a song about it!

Puss: Well there is one teeny tiny bit of problem.
Kitty Softpaws: And what is that?
Puss: You work for the egg! >:(




so, go and watch it! it's so funny. k next, today morning played sims and build new house! took like 4 hours? just to build the stupid house which is so awesome looking! (duh, i built it.) Then, went to roydon's house to study chem. and then had stomach ache. ): but whatever, that's over for now. Then went to eat crab shack. tomorrow, i'm going church. . . can't wait for 16 November.

One more chance.

Ouch! My back hurts. ow, my stomach hurts, ow, my leg hurts, ow, my arms hurt. everything hurts except my face. and my brother called me a pervert. excuse me? so went to the gym two days in a row. seriously, strain myself! lost a total of 4kg! i'm 46kg now! thanks to exam stress, i became 50 kg, but the gym saved me. :) nobody wants to donate to me 100 million euros today. ): but it's 11/11/11 ! i'm not famous, i'm not rich, i've no lover, i'm dumb and i'm ugly. this is just 'great'.


ooooooh, can't wait for 14th! 14, 14, 14, 14, 14, november! 14! so happy. :B last time i loved 14, then i hate 14, then i like 14! because, O LEVEL WILL BE POOF, i think. ok, i want to watch my vampire diaries, bye!

Marry the Night.

Ok, shall not talk about angry/sad stuff. think only will pekcek. not dyeing hair ready, because i also want to rebond. my hair so ugly, dye also not use, it's just changing the colour. but, if i rebond, at least change the ugly hairstyle, but sadly not the ugly hair colour. mei ban fa. want to rebond, cannot dye, want to dye, cannot rebond if not later hair become like this:

hahahahahahaha, though i like the colour. well, should i go to zirca on the 17th? or go to roydon sister's concert? you know what, priorities, best friends before partying. wait a minute, but partying sounds more fun. . my eyes look like goldfish today i swear, it's just pure misery. i'm going to get more than 15 points for L1R5. this is pathetic. my every teardrop is a waterfall.

look at the amount of books behind me, and that ancient fan, it's all going down the drain straight after O's.

i'm so tired today, no energy. who the hell go drink all my 100 plus huh? ):< can't wait for next monday! but sometimes i wonder, so what if o levels are over, i can't do anything, singapore is so boring, what till 26th! maybe it's just because i just need a companion to spice of my life, that's when i have to wait for 16 NOV. :B 1 year, is definitely just enough for a silly old situation. :P I LOVE YOU ALL.

Never Coming Back Here Again.

I look happy on the outside, but i'm terribly sad on the inside. . .

o levels are coming to an end, who knew i would still be able to see that day right? i'm trying to order assortment boxes for my family's christmas present but i can't seem to get the orders right, fuck. and i'm going to work from 17nov onwards.

Dying my hair this colour:

because Roydon and I went to the hair dresser on sunday to check out the prices and colours, and the hair dresser told me that i could not bleach my hair because it's too dry. moreover when the black hair grows out with look like alien. fuck. 

you know, my energy is very drained, my eyes keep closing and look at the time now, it's only 7. the stress on everything seems to be sucking the life out of me. sigh. lately, i reek of jealousy, i can't seem to control my own emotions. stop it, control. but if this continues, i'm afraid i cannot take it, worse come to worse i will get myself totally out of the situation and forget it man. ok so the plans, for this holidays will be:

14 nov - dye hair, pluck brows, buy jacket with mum.

15 nov - roydon day

16 nov - bring granny to the city with john

17 nov - work and go charis concert with roydon

18 nov - work and come home catch up on shows

19 nov - john's birthday, roydon and i going kbox with john, anyone wanna tag along? and gym!

20 nov - stay at home and play my sims/church cell outing/gym

21 nov - work and have dinner with megan

22 nov - work and have dinner with marcus

23 nov - work and have dinner with reuben

24 nov - work and come home pack luggage

25 nov - work  and go out buy whatever shits needed for holiday trip

26 nov - stay at home watch my gossip girl marathon then proceed to airport and byebye!

and off I fly to Australia. I will send my buddies a postcard, if you remember to tell me your frigging address.  i don't ever want to come back! ):<

Jealousy.

Recently, weird things happen. I'm not certain why. hahahahahaha! ok firstly, today:

FIRST TIMES:
-Daddy took a train FOR THE FIRST TIME.
-Daddy went to Orchard in a train FOR THE FIRST TIME.
-Daddy went to Ion FOR THE FIRST TIME.
-Daddy went to H&M FOR THE FIRST TIME.
-Daddy went shopping with mummy just to buy me a jacket FOR THE FIRST TIME. (how sweet)

Ok so, today went church, sat with crew, awesome. didn't attend defynation. yesterday had terrible body burns! internally! i had soup, i added lots of chilli padi, and when i drank it, my whole body felt like it was on fire, like the blood got chilli inside like that, so damn fuck pain. studied stalin and japan and war in asia pacific for 3hours yesterday, an completed them. left hilter, that bitch. after church went home watch my Merlin and went to have lunch with Roydon.

Fucking stupid I swear, chilli padi really hates me who knows what i've done to it. )': Again, i didn't learn my lesson and added so much chilli. tongue burnedddd! I poured down super cold green tea down my throat. Then, after studying with roydon, had a terrible stomach ache and went pangsai. ): watched huan zhu gege, what a funny and nice show!! ok, stay in love you lovebirds and make me jealous for all you care. you know what's my fucktarded weakness, it's Jealousy. just can't stand the sight of other people having something I want badly. i, now 50kg, kill me.

Liar liar pants on fire.

don't tell me bullshit, i know the person i am.
White Lies that sometimes, always work for me:

-I'm not hungry. >Im starving.

-My phone wasn't with me! >I don't want to answer your call. (sometimes, my phone really wasn't with me.)

-Oops sorry I forgot to reply. >I don't want to reply.

-I'm having a life crisis. >I don't want to talk to you.

-I reached 5 minutes ago. >I frigging waited 1 hour or more. . .

-No, it's ok. >Fuck you asshole.

-Talk to you later, got stomach ache. >Please don't call again. (sometimes I really got stomach ache.)

-I have to check my schedule. >Please don't go out with me.

-I'll eat bread. >Actually, I don't have enough money. . .

-I'm going to the toilet. >I will never come back and chat with you. (sometimes, i will come back.)

-Yea, haha. >Stop it, i'm bored.

-I've eaten. >I've not eaten, I just want to save the money.

-I never watch this movie before. >I just want to watch it with you.

-Here's 3 fereros. >I bought the whole box so you would think i'm sharing it with everyone, but actually i just wanted to give them to you, but sadly, you won't accept the box because you say it's expensive, blablabla.

-I'm studying mum. >I'm playing.

-I'm reading a book mum. >I'm reading magazines.

-I've taken the medicine! >I want to be sick, I don't want to recover, I never ate the medicines, so I don't have to go to school.

-Hahahahaha! >The fuck i'm laughing about? isn't even funny, shuddap.

-Paper was a breeze. >Because it was so peaceful, I slept through it. (but sometimes it's true, it's easy.)

-No, I had a nightmare. >I dreamt of you, in a sick way. :/

-I didn't know this movie had sex scenes. >Nah, I saw pictures of the scenes, that's why I watched it.

-Internet disconnect. >I'm tired, Im going to bed. (but sometimes it's true the internet fucked up.)

-I did my homework, but I just don't want to pass it up. >The paper is blank.

-I have no money. >I don't wanna eat.

-Last day of school, I wanna spend it in school. >I just came to see you.

-I'm taking ct8 anyway, it's at the same bus stop. >I just want to walk you to the bus stop.

-Oh no, I'm walking home, it's in your bus stop's direction. >I want to walk to the other bus stop with you.

-I'm not hungry, I can stay here. >I just want to sit with you through recess and lunch.

-Oh, hi! What a coincidence, came at the same time. >I waited here for you since so early in the morning ago. :)

-No i'm not free. >I'm actually free, just don't want to waste time with you.

-Say again, sorry I didn't hear. >I just want to hear your voice again.

-I can't sleep in the dark. >I'm scared.

-Anything. >I can't decide, so just choose ok? don't ask me to choose, seriously.


I'M SUCH A LIAR. but serriously. :/ you know what? Don't trust me! unless you're roydon or john, the only two people on this planet who knows me inside out, after spending for john-15 years with me and for roydon, 14 years with me. they know what a nuisance i can be, seen my tears, anger, laughter. really thank god for them. my secrets, are their secrets, either john knows or roydon knows. LOL. whose my love interest? roydon knows. how dirty am i? john knows. how rough am i? both knows. how gentle am i? they just don't see it. D: ok la, reuben also know me very well, hahaha.

seems like i don't have a bestfriend whose a girl where my secrets are shared more appropriately. sigh. i mean, i can't possibly tell roydon, reuben and john, ''oh my period is here.''. wait a minute, come to think of it, i do, sometimes. LOL. And i'll even change in front of my brother, purposely irritate him. he got so pure one meh, i dont believe. LOL. ok, this is embarrassing, gotta keep my mouth shut now, bye!

Congratulations to Me

To Do List After O's :

1. Bake Cookies
2. Ride the Swings in the Park
3. Go to a Museum
4. Work and Earn some Cash
5. Buy some Crayons and a Colouring Book
6. Make Dinner for my Family
7. Pack my Room
8. Try to Write a Book
9. Go Swimming
10. Write Songs
11. Go to the Gym
12. Attend a Concert
13. Visit Night Safari
14. Go to Australia
15. Have a Picnic
16. Make a Scrap Book on Secondary School Life
17. Go Ice Skating
18. Go Cycling
19. Go Roller Blading
20. Visit Universal Studios Singapore
21. See Sharks
22. Play with Dolphins
23. Take Granny Out
24. John's Birthday
25. Karaoke
26. Buffet
27. Dye my Hair Blonde
28. Get an Immunity Jab
29. Learn a New Song for the Piano
30. Party in a Club till 5am
31. Drink till Drunk
32. Get a Lover
33. Watch Movies
34. Gossip Girl Marathon
35. Chalet

4 MORE STINKING PAPERS.

Sets you free.

so many things in my head right now, i feel like im gonna lose my mind or something? watching Kourtney and Kim Take New York, it's kinda cool. But today, I heard that Kim filed for a divorce or something? that is really sad, but it's her choice, she knows herself best, best to stay happy than be in a sad relationship. i think she's really pretty. O: and watched 2 broke girls, i swear caroline is so funny! love her humour! max, you grumpy old grandpa, haha.


physics o level tomorrow and im watching shows. piece of shit, hahahaha! gonna party like a rockstar on 17th baby! hopefully with my new lova. hehehehehhhh. :B