Pump my kicks.

hi, ok, forget about my last post, gives me the shivers. hahahaha! im in, im out, in im, in out. im up and down. my heart is playing tricks on my I think. O: ok so, FUCK MAN SO SCARED FOR TOMORROW, AMATHS, I AM SO SCARED, I THINK I WILL FAIL. I SCARED I FAIL, I DON'T WANT TO FAIL. SO DIFFICULT. ): suckstobeme. ok so, HAPPY HALLOWEEN! This is a special tribute to my fear of Zombies. The Zombie Parade.









ahahaha, scary shits. D: Ok, bye now!

Before I die.

Before I die

wait a minute, i rode on one. :D

I know i said that i won't blog, but i can't resist the temptation. :/ phew, and thank goodness cece accepted my apology for not sending her to 55. . . . . feel so bad. ok tomorrow i will give her my lady godivas. i've got to write this down, cause i've been thinking and searching my heart for days, just what do i want? i know this sounds very ridiculous, but i think im falling in love again! :/ uh oh, with the wrong person. again! hate to admit but i've been feeling like this since last week. reuben, roydon you tell me howhowhow, ive fallen in love with my exlover, again! 

yes, you might say, why now!? now is the wrong timing isn't it. fuck. moreover, when i've gotten all over you, and decided to open my heart again. ohmygoodness. shit. the more i keep telling myself, ''this isn't happening, it's just a crush.'', the more it isn't. and yesterday, i said, ''even missing you would make some sense.'', omg, imissyoulikefuck and it makes zero sense. ok, what do i do now, ok, breathe in, breathe out.